Unthawing.

Unthawing

I’m unthawing. Slowly unthawing. Maybe it’s winter, maybe it’s gray, maybe it’s life or my age, I don’t know what it is, but I’ve been in this frozen state.

Hanging on to words, hanging on to lies, hanging on to things that don’t mind me but then again they do.

Perhaps it’s because I ache. I ache for others, for good times, for really great times.

My connection to this earth and the beings that roam here is by far more substantial than I could ever explain. I just feel.

And if I went into details you’d surely raise an eyebrow or two, perhaps question my sanity.

It’s okay, I do too.

Unthawing

I love with a heart that is pure. I love with a heart that knows we’re all connected. Our connection pumps us with air, it washes us away, it plants, and in the end, we repeat the process again. We’re soiled and we’re soil.

It all matters.

Our words, thoughts, and our actions.

It matters.

There are no powerups, no cheat codes, buuut.. occasionally if you’re lucky, you may be rewarded with a mulligan. 

When you get that second stroke don’t waste it.

Slowly, the unthawing is giving way to more feeling and fire.

Feeling and fire are recharging me. Words unspoken will be given life.

Thoughts floating will become random posts strew in the pot of Adina’s thoughts that must be poured no longer simmered.

The tone may change from time to time, but this woman is still the same. Maybe… even better and with fun filters. 🙂

❤ Note: This post was a free write. I wrote the words as they spilled from my mind. This is something I need to do more of. I didn’t fuss over SEO, I just let go. I hope I didn’t scare you off, but this is me… or the unthawing of me.

❤ Also! I wanted to wish each one of you ladies a Happy International Women’s Day!! I have written about being a woman here and I have an Etsy shop devoted to women you can find it here. (Pssst… today I’m sharing 50% off there too. )